here goes nothing

it's funny isn't it? the things that i want to forget will never be forgotten and the things i want to remember will never resurface. i suppose it's because bad memories usually have a strong emotion attached to it. i don't know why you still don't know me. i guess 19 years really meant nothing at all. 

all i can do is sigh

If you risk death, you live. If you try to live, you die.