here goes nothing

i know ;;;;; i'll try to accept it, thanks yun  ♡ the AC is on and it's so cold, but it's so hot with it off jfakdjfkdf hopefully i did okay on my physics final....*pls let me be done with physics* the girl that has a bf in the second floor is moving out she said she friend is taking over her lease it's the last day and this is probably the most we've ever spoken to each other lol she said her friend that's also a bio major in her 2nd year is having a hard time getting to know professors for letters of rec and stuff. i'm here like (cries internally) i don't even know any stem professors and i'm about to graduate soon i've been saying how frustrating it was all qtr about painting, but looking back i think i semi enjoyed it near the end kinda miss the class and the people i miss photography too i miss having a camera lol when will i save enough for one ;;;;; there's so many art classes i want to take but so little time sighs...

why am i so fickle

there's so much i'd like to write down but there's so much that there's nothing if that even makes sense my life feels like a blank piece of paper so much has happened, but in the end it's still a blank piece of paper as time passes everything becomes nothing