its past 3am i was watching mx ship videos i cryyyy my baby has gotten so close to everyone *sheds happy tears* he's so ship-able with everyone~ showjoo is so cuteee changkyun must really like hyunwoo's arms lol the tom&jerry couple is too cuteee hyungwon is like changkyun's secret admirer that's also the best friend adskjf they are so cute!! there are too many ships tbh the struggles of being multifandomed and multibiased(?) aldfjldsjl can't truly be a hardcore fan of any cuz gotta spread the love lol ;;; how do people that only stan 1 or 2 groups do it hmmmm been catching up with missed & new music/mvs n.flying's new song is catchy~ THE ROSE. NEW OBSESSION. SAMMY. HIS VOICE. BUT DOJOON HE LOOKS LIKE CHANYEOL & KIM (esp the bath tub scene) ivy fell hard for them too and we kinda watched the mv 49052949 times lmao JJP MY MANS. still crying about the koreanm*ll reservation thing. still contemplating if i want the posters or not. s...
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A Beautiful Night
7.21.17 I'm never going to forget this day /criessss T^T *Insert link to finished "vlog" of the day* *Insert link to videos from the concert* To be honest, I still can't believe the concert happened. I can't believe I saw their beautiful faces (except hyungwon D: ) and heard their beautiful voices live. I already know how beautiful they are BUT IRL IT WAS UNREAL I TELL YOU! Even till now I can't get over Kihyun's smile and his "???" faces lmao. I saw him waving and making hearts to the other side ToT And he ate a piece of candy during White Sugar lol so cuteee Changkyun's English T-T my precious baby i'm sorry my eyes kept going to kihyun ;; Mostly because I was trying to see if he was looking in our direction because of the slogan lol Thank you Mina for holding it up with and for me ~ (and sorry about the lady xD) So glad I got to experience (yes it was a whole experience okay adnfdjf) Mirror live, it's such great and ...
bigger than me
"i'm a tiny fish with a great amount of curiosity, wanting to explore every nook and cranny of the vast sea. 'just keep swimming. just keep swimming.' as i flex my tail back and forth, moving without planning, i've realized that i've swum back to the very beginning. 'don't give up. don't give up.' the adventure ahead was enormous and unpredictable, but the fear of the unknown was unavoidable. 'it's okay. it's okay. it'll be okay.' without direction i swam through the schools of fish, the forest of kelp, and the calm openness. i couldn't keep up with the busy currents, and was left behind in my own foolishness. 'try harder. try harder. try harder.' in this vast ocean, i found that there was no place for me. in this vast ocean, i found that there was no one with me. 'not everything is fine. not everything will be okay.'"
Seattle
Can I run and hide? I'm stuck inside my memories. Step away from time. Take me to a place where I will never grow old. I'm tired everyday. I am thirsty for the rain, that waters all of my melodies. The needle in the skies, never fails to light my night. And it sews my heart on my tattered sleeve. Oh please, my heart is all for you. Just please, take care of me I'm all for you. Well, Take take take me all for you. Take take take me home to you.