here goes nothing

why's apt hunting so difficult

I feel like I start a lot of my posts with: "Wow I haven't been here in so long."  So I "graduated" finally. Not sure if I'm happy or not. I say "graduated" because I'm still taking summer classes after commencement, and I'm not sure I feel the same as the other grads that are actually done for good. I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Pressure? Anxiety? Relief? I have a loose plan. Plans. Plans that don't really end anywhere. Nor have I really put them in action yet. I guess... I know the clock is ticking, but I just don't feel  the urgency of it. "I wish I had more time." I realized that no matter how much time I have I'll always want more. I need to be like Nike.

"Trust in your creative voice!" The most unexpected words, make you the most emotional. I wish I had more confidence in myself. 

if you love it, you teach yourself if you don't, others teach you

clouds made of icy shards floating in the dusk sky *i had a dream with interesting landscapes, but i forgot now

do i need to change my conditions to match my blueprint or do i need to change my blueprint

每個人都有不同的境遇 我們在這裡，在這裡等你 it't already week 6 the beginning felt so slow, but now it feels too fast