here goes nothing

he was busking on the streets she was wandering absentmindedly  his song drew her into the crowd she stared at his hands playing the guitar longingly he sang his heart out  she was still standing there lost in thought after the song ended he noticed her and felt her sadness someone bumped into her and woke her up from her trance he put his guitar down to approach her  she has already left and was out of sight he looked in every direction and felt dejected. days later they met again at the same place he had came back everyday at the same time in hopes of meeting her again she was listening listlessly like last time this time he approached her successfully the awkward meeting turned into adventurous dates and beautiful memories he prepared a song for her and wanted to sing it for her to confess his love on that day she disappeared no notes, no messages, nothing he was devastated he called and left her many messages he wanted to look for her but realized he didn't know anyth...

straight and pristine, i too wish it was i'm hesitant to reach out, but i hope that you know i'll always miss you 

my theme really died on me like that ;~; it was such a good one too....sadddd

why's apt hunting so difficult

I feel like I start a lot of my posts with: "Wow I haven't been here in so long."  So I "graduated" finally. Not sure if I'm happy or not. I say "graduated" because I'm still taking summer classes after commencement, and I'm not sure I feel the same as the other grads that are actually done for good. I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Pressure? Anxiety? Relief? I have a loose plan. Plans. Plans that don't really end anywhere. Nor have I really put them in action yet. I guess... I know the clock is ticking, but I just don't feel  the urgency of it. "I wish I had more time." I realized that no matter how much time I have I'll always want more. I need to be like Nike.

"Trust in your creative voice!" The most unexpected words, make you the most emotional. I wish I had more confidence in myself. 

if you love it, you teach yourself if you don't, others teach you