insomnia

i've been having trouble sleeping lately.

3 am, 4 am, 5 am, 6 am, 9 am.

today was the 9 am.

i probably shouldn't have slept at all.

i have trouble staying awake as well.

i feel my body slowly falling apart.

i feel my mind slowly falling apart.

i feel my world crumbling down to nothingness.

"we're all struggling to survive, but why is that i cannot find the path to survival?"