winter

it's that time again.
time to enroll in new classes.

i hate that i don't have enough time to take all the classes that i want to take.
the disappointing thing about starting late.
and having double the workload.
imagine if i chose this from the beginning.
classes that i would actually look forward to taking.
maybe i'd be more motivated to go to class and work hard.

initially i thought that i would be happier if i did this.
now...i don't know anymore.
it feels rushed. crammed.
i'm also worried about...talent.
honestly i don't think i have any.

wanting to do something you have no talent in, is that really a good thing?

i don't know
but i guess i'll have to find out.