note to self:

sometimes i wonder if it's really better to suffer now in order to have a "better future"
a future that we can't even predict nor are we even sure that it will come.
the decisions we make now will influence what comes next,
but why do we always put tomorrow before today?
why can't today be just as important as tomorrow?

if we aren't happy in the present;
will we be able to wait for that "better future"?

i'm not saying we shouldn't think about the future at all,
but maybe we could put some more importance on the present as well.