finally done with finals...until next month

i know ;;;;; i'll try to accept it, thanks yun ♡

the AC is on and it's so cold, but it's so hot with it off jfakdjfkdf
hopefully i did okay on my physics final....*pls let me be done with physics*

the girl that has a bf in the second floor is moving out
she said she friend is taking over her lease
it's the last day and this is probably the most we've ever spoken to each other lol
she said her friend that's also a bio major in her 2nd year is having a hard time getting to know professors for letters of rec and stuff.
i'm here like (cries internally) i don't even know any stem professors and i'm about to graduate soon

i've been saying how frustrating it was all qtr about painting,
but looking back i think i semi enjoyed it near the end
kinda miss the class and the people

i miss photography too
i miss having a camera lol
when will i save enough for one ;;;;;

there's so many art classes i want to take but so little time
sighs

i moved my painting to outside my room
and every time i come up the stairs
it feels like someone is there lol

sometimes i wonder too
if things would be different
if i wasn't afraid to say/do the things i wanted to
would i still have ended up in the same place?

you right, i should still write them down
i'm gonna try to blog more often
bcuz it'll help improve my weak episodic memory

the neurobio class was my favorite class this qtr
i learned so much and corrected so much of the wrong info i've been exposed to my whole life
i want to take more neurobio classes
but i need to take the prereqs for nursing...
if i even want to do it anymore
i think i'm trying to cover too many bases
i don't know what i'm doing or where i'm heading anymore
but not like i knew before either