Doubts
I took a step forward, but it feels like I've taken several steps back. Everything is back to where it started again.
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zZz
Well, haven't blogged in awhile-ish and what's a better time than 2AM, right? Lots of things happened in these few weeks (surprisingly), but I'm not sure if I want to recall everything at this hour. Most of it was just me driving, being a chauffeur for everyone. Which I'm doing tomorrow at 7AM so I really should sleep soon. Went to try archery. It was fun, but awkward. I try not to hang out with them too much, because I know what's always bound to happen. Arguments. I really don't want to deal with that anymore. But seems like they're getting calmer now. It's only been one school year. I felt like nothing has changed, with myself. But when I came back, it seemed like everyone else changed in some way. Like time stopped for me, but not for everyone else. Maybe it's because I felt like it was just a long "vacation" and when I come back, everything will just resume where I left off. But of course some things never change. I met wit...
Mystery Man
So it was Lee, eh? *insert lots of smirk(?) emojis* I didn't know who it was when I saw the pic lol. Unless that wasn't him lol. Anyways, glad you guys keep in touch~!
Packing
I started packing yesterday. I actually thought I had a lot, but there wasn't much besides notebooks, books, and clothes. I felt...nothing? Like I wasn't particularly sad or happy to leave. And again, I guess some things don't change. Today I finished, well whatever I could pack since I didn't have much boxes or anything to put stuff in. Then I realized that I had a lot of useless stuff hehe. I vacuumed. I threw stuff away. I cleared out my closet. I have a lot of clothes, that I don't even wear lol. My desk is still pretty messy right now. So is the floor... eheh. Oh, I found some stuff I didn't even know I had. Like extra, like a lot extra, tissue. When I thought I ran out so I've been going to the bathroom to blow my nose... Ah...I had a nosebleed today too. I've gotten more frequent nosebleeds...is it to make up for all those years I've never had any? lol jk. Anyways, nosebleeds are weird. It drops down so fast, I knew something...
